daylight savings

i just realized today it was daylight savings time and not because at any time during the day i thought it was weird that it was actually an hour earlier than it should be but because when my computer displayed 5 o’clock and i looked out my window it was dark, not just dim, dark, as in all the lights outside were brightly illuminated, and i noticed for the first time that the crane across the street has christmas lights hanging up already (please note it’s november 9th). and then once again i realized i was not at all in the christmas spirit. i fear it might be a part of growing up (???) impossible, i know lots of grown up individuals who get excited about christmas. why not me. waaaaaah!!! maybe getting everything i want at all costs during the year will do that to you. something to consider when the greedy monster comes out to play. i also realized that it is just a matter of time before the trees are all bare and fall photos will no longer look ‘fall-like’ so i better start thinking up ideas for those winter jackets, all of which, needless to say are hardly even warm enough for this weather. my nose is already red. hmm… trust me you do not want to see me in my true winter attire, i wouldn’t even know how to begin making it look stylish. well it’s also safe to say i can no longer walk, and on top of that i learned today that i might have to give up any kind of beautiful shoes, because this pinky toe bone problem might be here to stay. perhaps bandaging my feet japanese style is the answer i seek. at least finding a faux fur, ribbed vest long enough to cover my bum can make me pretend like there is no problems in my life. joy. (zara fur vest, forever 21 maxi dress, zara boots)